I really want prom to be perfect. I’ve been waiting for this for the past four years. I’ve never gone before. This is it; my senior prom; my only prom. So far it’s not how I wanted it to turn out at all. I wanted to be asked to prom in a huge way like you see on tumblr and in movies. I wanted to get this beautiful dress months in advance. I got my simple dress last weekend. I wanted to show up in a huge limo. I’m lucky if I get a taxi or even my mom to take me in her beat up 1995 car. For after prom and for the whole weekend I wanted to go to seaside with everyone and party hard because I wasn’t able to go to the Bahamas. Ill be going to a club in the city and then home all weekend. Sigh, I guess it’s my fault. I always set my expectations too high.
“Oh get a limo! It’ll be fun! Oh you don’t like anyone who’s in it? Don’t worry! There won’t be drama”
Now I remember why I hate ppl so much.
If I were you, I’d put that away
See, you’re just wasted
And thinking about the past again
Darling you’ll be okay
And she said,
“If you were me, you’d do the same
‘Cause I can’t take anymore
I’ll draw the shades and close the door
Everything’s not alright and I would rather…”
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So today was the yearbook signing and, to be honest, it wasn’t that bad. I got to see my really close friends again and I realized how much those people actually mean to me, although, I know I mean little to nothing to them. After everyone signed my yearbook, I decided to read them over and tbh only one really touched my heart. I love you Nick. I really hope everything turns out okay. You’re an amazing person. I feel as though writing in someone’s yearbook is a chance for you to tell them how you really feel (senior yearbook anyway) and let them know how much they meant to you. I did that to some people but tbh I couldn’t do it to everyone. I wanted to tell my friends that I love them so much and that they mean the world to me but I felt as though I might actually cry and I didn’t want that. Anyway, it wasn’t that bad.
Guess what lucky bum is going to after prom with me??? Gah I’m so excited :D
Guess who finally has feelings again after being off her meds for so long. Damn, and they are hitting hard…